Awake

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Recorded at Ordophon-upon-Avon, San Francisco, CA during 1997

Produced, arranged and mixed by JWH and Chris Von Sneidern.

All songs written by John Wesley Harding except It’s All My Fault by John Wesley Harding and Shelley Jackson.

All Songs published by TOWNSONGS (ASCAP)

Vocals, Acoustic Guitar (all tracks): JWH
Drums (2,3,4,5,7,9,10,12,13): Steve Bowman
Bass (4,5,9,10,12,13): Peter Straus
Hammond Organ (3), Organ (4, 13, 17),  Mandolin (8, 11) Piano (10), Accordion (19): Robert Lloyd
Percussion (all tracks), Electric Guitar (3,4,5,9,13): CvS
Electric Guitar (3,6,9): Chuck Prophet

Mastered by Joe Lambert at Ground Zero, NY

Design by Sheila Sachs

Photographs by Jim Alexander Newberry, Trudy Fisher (JWH portrait), Sheila Sachs (cemetery)

Scott McCaughey appears courtesy of Malt

Chuck Prophet appears courtesy of Cooking Vinyl

Awake was re-released by Appleseed Recordings in 1998.

Credits for the new edition:

All songs written by John Wesley Harding © TOWNSONGS (ASCAP) except Jackson Cage and Wreck on the Highway © Bruce Springsteen (ASCAP)

Mastered by Paul "The Gaul" Stubblebine, SF, CA

Awake redesign by Sheila Sachs

Bruce Springsteen appears courtesy of Columbia Records

  • Good Morning (I Just Woke Up)

    I just woke up
    And I feel so good
    And I’m looking straight ahead
    My thoughts are wild
    All I do is smile
    And I’m jumping out of bed
    I Just woke up (just woke up)

    I just woke up
    And the sun is bright
    And it’s shining down on me
    If you’ve got big ideas
    I’m all ears
    But all I plan to do is be
    And I just woke up (just woke up)

    From a bad dream......

    I just woke up (just woke up)

  • Your Ghost (Don't Scare Me No More)

    You ghost visits every night at midnight
    I can hear the clanking of your chains
    First it frightened me but now somehow
    I’m glad to see you’ve come again

    And I used to be so terrified to hear you
    Moaning like the hinges on the door
    But now that late night sound is like a lullaby to me
    Though I know I won’t be sleeping anymore
    I know I won’t be sleeping anymore

    Your ghost, your ghost
    Opens the door
    Your ghost, your ghost
    Don’t scare me no more
    Don’t scare me no more

    Every night we sit up in the darkness
    Talk about whatever’s on your mind
    Someone did away with you and so you’re doomed to limbo
    That’s another theory you’ve opined
    That’s a spooky theory you’ve opined

    Your ghost, your ghost
    Creeps on the floor
    Your ghost, your ghost
    Don’t scare me no more
    Don’t scare me no more

    Your ghost and my human living body
    Turns out that we are the best of friends
    If the story is you’re coming back to haunt me
    Then I’m pleased to say it has a happy end

  • Window Seat

    I was brought on by my mother as her carry-on
    She had me in the toilet when the seat-belt sign was on
    I crawled up to the captain down the other end
    I hid under the seats that’s where I played pretend
    And I ate the wild pretzel and the nuts that fell
    And the sound of brakes was all I knew for my school bell
    And I know I’ve got the whole world at my feet
    In my window seat

    I learned to eat the sweet, I learned to swallow hard
    I learned to ease the pressure with free playing cards
    Spent my teenage setting off all of the smoke alarms
    Then running down the alley saying "Please stay calm!"
    Met the girl in 7B, we tried to settle down
    But we couldn’t reach the aisle before we hit the ground
    And I know I’ve got the whole world at my feet
    In my window seat

    And now the sisters of the sky think I’m deaf and dumb
    As I wait around for upgrades that will never come
    But I know that we will one day sit on his right hand
    Be his automatic pilot when this plane must land
    And the stewardess of Babylon will spread her arms
    And show us all a thing or two about her charms
    We’ll be tempted by the devil with the magic wand
    He’ll make us stand with arms outstretched then wave us on
    Into the great beyond (our boarding passes gone)
    And I know I’ve got the whole world at my feet
    In my window seat

  • Burn

    If I die tomorrow
    Don’t read too much into this song
    I’ll be as surprised as you are
    I always get predictions wrong
    If I die tomorrow
    Break out and play my best guitars
    Don’t put this one in the Hard Rock Cafe
    In a case above the bar
    I’d like to take this chance to say good-bye
    You want the answers, don’t look in my eyes

    You’re asking me my opinion
    Well, baby, we’re all gonna burn
    So light up and wait your turn in the fire
    I’m telling you my decision
    Baby we’re all gonna burn
    There will be no return
    Cos baby we’re all gonna burn

    If I die tomorrow
    There’s one thing I’d ask of you
    A favour for your favourite friend
    When his living days are through
    Make sure it’s me up on the funeral pyre
    Make sure the house band’s playing Light My Fire

    You’re asking me my opinion
    Well, baby, we’re all gonna burn
    So light up and wait your turn in the fire
    I’m telling you my decision
    Baby we’re all gonna burn
    There will be no return
    Cos baby we’re all gonna burn

  • It's All My Fault

    There’s pollen flying down The Holland Tunnel
    And the hotel’s full of mud and unmade clay
    There are rumours coasting in on fumes and vapors
    And there’s no more gas for anyone today
    There’s an earthquake where the milkshakes are perfection
    And a TV that we leave on all the day
    There’s apostrophes for anyone who needs them
    And quotation marks round everything you say
    And it’s all your fault
    I’m sorry that I wrote this song
    It’s all your fault, it’s all my fault
    It won’t be long

    There’s some rifle sights high on The Eiffel Tower
    Trying to pick off anyone who’s French
    "You’re spoilt for choice" a voice calls down from heaven
    "So shoot someone or get back on the bench"
    There’s a supermarket where the ark is grounded
    In frozen foods, we feel the wind and snow
    There’s a two for one deal at the checkout
    All that’s yet to come is priced to go

    And it’s all your fault
    I’m sorry that I wrote this song
    It’s all your fault, it’s all my fault
    It won’t be long

    And your details are for sale like sacred relics
    And your real name has already been used
    Face to face sounds mostly like an echo
    And when we touch feels mostly like a bruise
    And it’s all your fault
    I’m sorry that I wrote this song
    It’s all your fault, it’s all my fault
    It won’t be long

  • Sweat Tears Blood and Come

    I am here
    You are here too my dear
    We’re drowning in the sun
    We’re so near
    We’re getting closer and
    We’re sweat tears blood and come

    We are now
    Our skin is fusing somehow
    What will we become?
    Why write songs?
    They only turn out wrong
    Sweat tears blood and come

    But I think that I know
    That I want more of you

    What are we?
    Some future yet to be?
    The present leaves me numb
    Look at you
    There’s so much left of you to do
    Sweat tears blood and come

    But I think that I know
    That I want more of you

    We’re inside
    Who would want to hide?
    Who would need to run?
    We’re afloat
    The bed’s a drunken boat
    Of sweat tears blood and come

  • Poor Heart

    Poor heart
    What to do?
    Dim the light
    There’s no respite
    For you

    Poor heart
    Can you see?
    Or will you beat
    A sad retreat for me
    Poor heart?

    Poor mouth
    Poor eyes
    Poor soul
    Poor mind
    Poor start
    Poor heart

    Poor heart
    Look around
    Who else remains
    Who can contain
    Your frown?

    Poor heart
    Why so vain?
    Are you rich enough
    To play so rough
    Again
    Poor heart?

    Poor heart
    Poor eyes
    Poor soul
    Poor mind
    Poor start
    Poor heart

    Poor heart
    Play your part
    Nothing’s done
    ’Til it is sung
    Poor heart

  • Miss Fortune

    I was born with a coat hanger in my mouth
    Oh yeah, and I was dumped down south
    I was found by the richest man in the world
    Oh yeah, who bought me up as a girl
    My sheets are satin but my mind’s a mess
    But there are worse things I confess
    Than drinking tea in a pretty dress
    and I’m here to tell you that it’s not all bad
    Count your blessings and maybe you’ll be glad

    When he died, I inherited his wealth
    Oh yeah and I revealed myself
    I was snubbed by the friends he’d never had
    Oh yeah, who sided with my dad
    All my riches are beyond control
    But it’s the same old rigmarole
    They say I’ve lost my very soul
    Maybe I have
    But I’m here to tell you that it’s not all bad
    Count your blessings and maybe you’ll be glad

    And as I grew so did my fame
    So I gave it up and changed my name
    It’s catch as catch can and
    You’ll never know who I am

    When I died, I hoped to hear the angel’s song
    Oh yeah, but was I wrong
    They threw me back there in that lane
    Oh yeah and they said "start again"
    So when you’re turning out the bedside light
    Consider me and my wretched plight
    Looks like I’m gonna have to get it right this time
    But I’m here to tell you that it’s not all bad
    Count your blessings and maybe
    You’ll be glad

  • Song I Wrote Myself in the Future

    I wish I could go back in time
    Tell you it has turned out fine
    Like it has, like it has, like it has
    I sit here singing in the sun
    Words not meant for anyone
    Just you, just you, just you
    Cos this is the song, this is the song
    Oh yeah
    This is the song that I wrote myself in the future

    The air was shot of hope
    Knots became your name for the rope
    Then the noose, then the noose, then the noose
    You put it down and found it made no sense
    You bought the farm and then you built the fence
    At your expense, at your expense
    And this is the song, this is the song
    Oh yeah
    This is the song that I wrote myself in the future

    I know it’s hard as you hear this for you to see
    The desperation you feel now will disappear one day
    For you, for me

    Cos this is the song, this is the song
    Oh yeah
    This is the song that you wrote yourself in the future

  • Something to Write Home About

    Dear Mum
    Everything’s gone wrong
    And I wish I’d listened to what you said
    The times you sat down on my bed
    And told me ’bout my life
    Told me ’bout my life
    Dear Mum
    I’ve been out of touch
    I guess I just didn’t need you that much
    But now I’ll scream and shout
    Cos I’ve got something to write home about

    Dear Mum
    Everything has changed
    I don’t know if you’d know me today
    I wonder what we’d have to say
    When I told you ’bout my life
    Now everything’s a blur
    I know what happened but lost the words
    We can’t live without
    Now I’ve got something to write home about

    And so
    It’s time to go
    I’m glad we’ve had this time alone
    It almost felt like time at home
    Before I went away
    Now I’ve got something to write home about

  • You're Looking at Me

    I was breathing not sleeping nor having the choice
    I was brushed by the skirts of a ghost with your voice
    You were drowned in the buzz of the humming machines
    And you were looking at me
    You’re looking at me

    A strange conversation in the visiting room
    The big smile of ignorance shone like the moon
    What I wanted to say was lost at sea
    Cos you were looking at me
    You’re looking at me

    Being your sleeper what should I do but tend
    Enlaced in your beauty, silent shining friend
    Sunburned and bruised where no-one can see
    You were looking at me
    You’re looking at me

    Where is the dreamer when night makes its slide
    And light takes a candle to shine on inside
    And is it a dream that no-one can see
    That you’re looking at me?
    You’re looking at me

  • You So & So

    I’m gonna fill me full of coffee
    Just to drown the nicotine
    I’ll do a slow striptease
    Then wash my body clean
    I’m gonna go to bed too early
    Just to keep me still
    Then I’ll lie there quiet
    Try to write my will

    Then I’ll dream that I am with you
    Oh to hide inside your hair
    I’ll be so quiet that
    You won’t know I’m there
    Visit me tonight
    Come like dust under the door
    Here’s a key
    And you know what it’s for

    But, oh
    Do you know
    I love you so
    You so and so?

    I never took a breath before
    I never wrote a song
    My body is in trouble
    I’ve been out of it so long
    But I want to be inside right now
    And only you know when
    Just one kiss would bring me back
    Again

    But oh
    Do you know
    I love you so
    You so and so

  • I’m Staying Here (And I’m Not Buying A Gun)

    I’m staying here and I’m not buying a gun
    I’ll just take my trouble as it comes
    I know you’ve got it in for me
    But I don’t give a damn
    I’d rather die while trying
    Than to give up who I am
    Please tell everyone
    I’m staying here and I’m not buying a gun

    I’m staying here and I don’t care who knows
    No-one has the highs without the lows
    I know prescriptions you can write me
    For everything I need
    But I don’t need a Band-Aid, doctor
    ’Til I start to bleed
    Please tell everyone
    I’m staying here and I’m not buying a gun

    Come on, Pilgrim
    Come on, Pilgrim
    I’m staying here and I’m not buying a gun

    I’m staying here, I hope you’ve got the news
    You got me and someone else confused
    I know you thought I’d turn and run away
    When it all went wrong
    But you’ll be saying "so you’re staying"
    When I say "so long"
    Please tell everyone
    I’m staying here and I’m not buying a gun

    Come on Pilgrim
    Come On Pilgrim
    I’m staying here and I’m not buying a gun

  • Wooden Overcoat

    There’s a man in a pitch black hat
    And his underwear’s made of mud
    He jumps like a pouncing cat
    And he lands with a sickening thud
    His head is surrounded by ravens
    The plague has progressed to his heart
    Best that you meet him clean shaven
    Cos his razor is not kept sharp
    And he’s wearing a wooden overcoat

    He’s known in the underworld
    He lives in the undergrowth
    And he’s knowingly undersold
    Though he’s never been under oath
    His devils are arrayed in armies
    And his angels will fix the fight
    He’ll shape you like origami
    And throw you away at night
    And he’s wearing a wooden overcoat

    His house is a damp museum
    And all of his servants worms
    Mating in mausoleums
    Licking the floor for germs
    And his cabinet’s full of wonders
    There’s specimens everywhere
    He’s negative six feet under
    And has to submerge for air
    And he’s wearing a wooden overcoat

    Don’t ever act too humble
    Don’t eat away thy heart
    He’s tearing apart each dungeon
    His tail’s an evil dart
    And he’s wearing a wooden overcoat

  • Jackson Cage

    Written by Bruce Springsteen

  • Punch ’n’ Judy

    The Beadle says I killed them all
    My wife, my screaming child
    I’m dying in the morning
    And they wonder why I smile
    So I’ll sit and write my memoirs
    Of a life upon the stage
    And hope to die of middle age

    Jim Crow The Abyssinian
    Has sung his final song
    The Grand Turk of Senoa
    Always gets his English wrong
    He could just say "Shallaballa"
    But he’d say that word three times
    And nobody knows my crimes

    They’ll say that I’m an outlaw
    But I tell you, that I’m your friend
    You know I’m only in for
    Punching Judy again

    The radical gentleman
    Complained about my bell
    I said it was an organ
    And I rang that thing like hell
    The Objector backed me up on
    Any name I said it is
    And guess which one of them will live

    While riding on my hobby horse
    I was overthrown
    To the doctor I was sent
    To cure my broken bones
    He beat me without reason
    ’Til I had to give to him
    A taste of his own medicine

    They’ll say that I’m an outlaw
    But I tell you, that I’m your friend
    You know I’m only in for
    Punching Judy again

    The executioner arrives
    Jack Ketch is that man’s name
    He thinks he’s gonna hang me
    But he doesn’t know my game
    I can’t get my head into his noose
    He’s gonna show me how
    And I’m gonna hang him now

    I’m ready for the devil
    And I see that he’s appeared
    Like Mr.Faust before me
    I will pull old Satan’s beard
    So for Toby my old terrier
    And everyone of you
    I’m gonna kill him too

    They’ll say that I’m an outlaw
    But I tell you, that I’m your friend
    You know I’m only in for
    Punching Judy again

  • I Just Woke Up

    I just woke up
    And I feel so good
    And I’m looking straight ahead
    My thoughts are wild
    All I do is smile
    And I’m jumping out of bed
    I Just woke up (just woke up)

    I just woke up
    And the sun is bright
    And it’s shining down on me
    If you’ve got big ideas
    I’m all ears
    But all I plan to do is be
    And I just woke up (just woke up)

    From a bad dream......

    I just woke up (just woke up)

  • Wreck on the Highway

    Written by Bruce Springsteen

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